Familiar Ground

( Long, personal and possibly upsetting to some. )

short and self-serving

The first time I watched a dog chase it's tail, I thought it was funny. After awhile I thought it was stupid. Still later, it was funny again, but for a much different reasons.

When I was first really involved with group dynamics, I thought it was important and serious stuff. After awhile, I thought it was stupid and irritating. Later, I thought it was important but for much different reasons.

Best of all, I now think it's funny as hell. Most of the people involved, though, at still in the "important and serious" stage. They probably aren't very happy with me.

At the moment, I'm feeling "mature."

And that's funny, too.

I'm feeling...

surprisingly good.

It's surprising because my knee is killing me. I'm going to take a bunch of pills and go to bed. When I wake, I'm going to take a bunch more pills.

I will play Riff and, by god, I will do a good job. To hell with this pain! I think though, I won't sign up for anything next week. :)

Ms. Moon, I'm coming to read another chapter....

And this might ring a bell for someone: "That's not what I need you for."

And for all those stars in the galaxy, thanks for spending millions of years getting ready for me to look at you.

Love.