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I've made a couple of decisions in the last couple of months that should have propelled my life forward. Instead, I side tracked myself and added enough baggage that my forward movement has nearly come to a stop.
I've allowed "concerns" and "reasonableness" to move me back to computer geekdom as a profession. I left that profession because it was the place I used to hide myself away from people. It wasn't very comfortable, but it felt way safer than any of the options I could see before me.
Professional computer geekdom is still not very comfortable. I don't have a lot of passion for it. But, now, I am not looking for artificial safety and security. I want to interact with the world.
In the manner that I "be" in the world, I want to create possibility for other people to step out of their hiding places into the light of living in abundance. I want to a generator of love and compassion. This is very hard to do as a system/network administrator!
I am called to be active in transforming fear and ignorance into love and understanding in the world. This has called to me, in some form or another, for 30 years. Only recently, though, have I started to "be" loving, comapssionate and understanding. Now I have the skills to be the clearing.
I don't know exactly what the future looks like for me, but I do know that the "possibility of love and compassion in the world" lives in me and calls forth to be shared.
Geekdom can remain a hobby!
Love and Light.
I've allowed "concerns" and "reasonableness" to move me back to computer geekdom as a profession. I left that profession because it was the place I used to hide myself away from people. It wasn't very comfortable, but it felt way safer than any of the options I could see before me.
Professional computer geekdom is still not very comfortable. I don't have a lot of passion for it. But, now, I am not looking for artificial safety and security. I want to interact with the world.
In the manner that I "be" in the world, I want to create possibility for other people to step out of their hiding places into the light of living in abundance. I want to a generator of love and compassion. This is very hard to do as a system/network administrator!
I am called to be active in transforming fear and ignorance into love and understanding in the world. This has called to me, in some form or another, for 30 years. Only recently, though, have I started to "be" loving, comapssionate and understanding. Now I have the skills to be the clearing.
I don't know exactly what the future looks like for me, but I do know that the "possibility of love and compassion in the world" lives in me and calls forth to be shared.
Geekdom can remain a hobby!
Love and Light.
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