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ENOUGH.
I declare an end to that fucking song. I declare an end to the misery that comes with wishing what isn't so was so.
It has been nearly 35 years since I last seriously entertained notions of suicide.
How easy it is that I can conjure up those old daemons and listen to the siren song of oblivion.
ENOUGH. Everyone out of the fucking pool.
ENOUGH of "life will never turn out."
I don't have what I don't have. That's that.
Let's have a look at what I do have. Yes. Have a look at what's available in my life right now.
Get that fucking LIE out of my head.
I declare an end to that fucking song. I declare an end to the misery that comes with wishing what isn't so was so.
It has been nearly 35 years since I last seriously entertained notions of suicide.
How easy it is that I can conjure up those old daemons and listen to the siren song of oblivion.
ENOUGH. Everyone out of the fucking pool.
ENOUGH of "life will never turn out."
I don't have what I don't have. That's that.
Let's have a look at what I do have. Yes. Have a look at what's available in my life right now.
Get that fucking LIE out of my head.