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Thinking about categories again. It's a fun game. It isn't about pigeon-holing the people in my life; it's about who I am being when I'm with the people in my life. I guess it's just checking to see if I've put myself in a box. :)
Once in awhile I will mention several people in my journal who have been important contributors to my life in recent (last 15 years or so) history. These people are automatically "friends" even if I speak to them rarely and see them less often than that.
There are other people who I don't see as contributors, or, at least, as important ones. With them, I consider myself a buddy.
What I have noticed is that I have been willing to contribute to those people I see as contributing to me! Whoa! And I do it in the guise of who is or isn't a friend.
It's an interesting game to play -- a point of view to try on.
It isn't good or bad that I set up my life this way. It's just good to notice that it's an automatic way for me. It's the one I do if I'm not thinking about it. I love finding my unconscious patterns. It frees me up to create new ways of being.
I like that!
New topic.
This morning will be "Study Little Shop." I was loaned a tape AND Aeire found her dvd. This is a good thing. I've to put costumes together this week and next.
Loving life is an experience I'm getting use to. Still, it comes on in a rush each day.
Love.
Once in awhile I will mention several people in my journal who have been important contributors to my life in recent (last 15 years or so) history. These people are automatically "friends" even if I speak to them rarely and see them less often than that.
There are other people who I don't see as contributors, or, at least, as important ones. With them, I consider myself a buddy.
What I have noticed is that I have been willing to contribute to those people I see as contributing to me! Whoa! And I do it in the guise of who is or isn't a friend.
It's an interesting game to play -- a point of view to try on.
It isn't good or bad that I set up my life this way. It's just good to notice that it's an automatic way for me. It's the one I do if I'm not thinking about it. I love finding my unconscious patterns. It frees me up to create new ways of being.
I like that!
New topic.
This morning will be "Study Little Shop." I was loaned a tape AND Aeire found her dvd. This is a good thing. I've to put costumes together this week and next.
Loving life is an experience I'm getting use to. Still, it comes on in a rush each day.
Love.