Here it comes again....

[outlier_lynn]

The feeling like I want to go live in a cave somewhere all by myself is on me pretty strongly right now. I seem to be sitting on some anger.

I know the trigger, too. We have a family meeting scheduled for later today. I'm not looking forward to it at all.

What I don't know is what I'm dismissing as unimportant that I really do think is important. Maybe it will come up in the meeting. I expect it will. Something will suddenly have be feeling angry. Must remember to breathe at that point. Fine to feel angry, not fine to scream at family. :)

There are enough complicating factors, that my emotional cat gut is stretched taught right now. At least that has the advantage of having little annoyances showing up rather than piling up.

Comments

[machineplay.livejournal.com]

~hugs~ I'm sure it'll work out if you put it all on the table, including your uncertainty and anger. It doesn't have to make sense to be important to you. If that made any sense... ;)

[talbon.livejournal.com]

I bet I know what you're angry about and I understand and I suggest you you be sure to tell us about it at the meeting rather than holding back because you're uncertain you can control you're anger. I would rather hear Lynn screaming then Lynn quietly upset with no one knowing.

[scixual.livejournal.com]

Ya do? I have no clue.

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[crazed-lynn.livejournal.com]

Me either, yet.