I finally broke out my heating pad for my knee. I did so because my knee always feels better after a shower and I shower in the hottest water I can stand. (which as the moment means not adding any cold at the tap.
I'm torn at the moment. I think I'll be able to play Riff on Friday. I want to play Riff on Friday. I want to give Joe and others enough time to switch their plans. Sigh. I think I'll be selfish for one more day. If I don't have significant improvement by this evening, I'll give up performing this week.
I still in this amazing mental place. I'm not pushing for any special outcomes. What will unfold in my future will unfold and I'll deal with the consequences when they come up. No pre-worrying. :)
The only adverse side-effect I can see at the moment is that I am tending to feel apart from people. It's like I'm standing on the sidewalk watching the rest of humanity zoom this way and that, hoking at each other to hurry up or get out of the way.
I know that I'm also in that traffic, but that part of me isn't available right now. I'm really stuck in the observer mode. That isn't bad, but it it sometimes lonely.
I'm torn at the moment. I think I'll be able to play Riff on Friday. I want to play Riff on Friday. I want to give Joe and others enough time to switch their plans. Sigh. I think I'll be selfish for one more day. If I don't have significant improvement by this evening, I'll give up performing this week.
I still in this amazing mental place. I'm not pushing for any special outcomes. What will unfold in my future will unfold and I'll deal with the consequences when they come up. No pre-worrying. :)
The only adverse side-effect I can see at the moment is that I am tending to feel apart from people. It's like I'm standing on the sidewalk watching the rest of humanity zoom this way and that, hoking at each other to hurry up or get out of the way.
I know that I'm also in that traffic, but that part of me isn't available right now. I'm really stuck in the observer mode. That isn't bad, but it it sometimes lonely.