Off to bed

About half way from home to Encinitas, I started feeling a nasty pain on my left side at about diaphragm level. The feeling grew in intensity through almost all of the show. By the time the show was over, I felt like hell. By the end of the cast meeting I was better. By the end of Denny's I was feeling quite a bit better. On the drive home, though, the pain returned. This is not how I want to feel going into this weekend.

And I've noticed that my mental state follows right along with my physical state. Give me enough discomfort or pain and I get really bitchy. Sigh.

Right now, it hurts.

Bah.

Damn

Another miserably short night with disturbingly violent dreams. I woke up in a sweat three times.

I feel like I've been beat up. The pain around my diaphragm area has spread. The lower three ribs on the left are very tender this morning. Any my knuckles hurt. In addition to that, my vision is a bit off. It's like what I'm seeing has no sense of reality about it. (This might be an optical migraine and could go away soon. I hope so.

Violent dreams. Three of them. Each set in a real place with real people. Each woke me up.

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It has been years since I had such violent dreams in which I was the violent one (probably 1972/3 in Vietnam). I've had dreams lately where I was beat up or shot, but not dreams in which I was seriously hurting people.

I'm exhausted this morning.

Project for today.

I will reconstruct the CI home page such that it no longer uses Server Side Includes, but does include an easy way to install and remove cast quotes and pictures.

I am very excited about this project. It has been on a back burner -- but distracting me -- for months and months.

I have it all planned, not I need only code it all.

Good enough

pdi suggested a reason for my being sore in strange and unusual places. I've started "working out" on an exercise machine. It's possible that I've made some tendons a bit tender. That would make some sense.

It's a good story, though, and I'm going to stick to it.

It's been a long day.

I got very tired (duh) in the middle of the day, but didn't feel sleep was going to happen. Tired enough to ruin my concentration though. So I took a movie break in the late afternoon.

Watched one violent movie with Steven Seagal then watched Double Jeopardy. That is a fine movie. A few small problems with it, but tight enough to overlook them.

Now I'm going back to my script. Yay, script. I'll have everything in place for the index page to be dynamically delivered by the time I go to bed. I'm hoping to have the edit pages done tomorrow.

Whee.