Twice is enough

About 2 years ago I applied to the Introduction Leaders Program at Landmark Education. I then withdrew. I can't remember why anymore. It was a silly reason that had to do with some fear of mine. That fear is gone.

I applied again. This time with an eye on being an Self Expression and Leadership Program leader. Landmark Education promises that once you complete the Curriculum for Living that you will have a life you love and you will be living it powerfully.

What do you know! I have a life I love and I live it powerfully. In part, that means making difficult decisions and being happy and satisfied with the option taken with no regrets for the option left behind.

I've withdrawn from the Introduction Leaders Program once again. Why? The classrooms are on Friday nights from 7-midnight. Midnight? Had I known that I would not have applied! I have asked for a waiver and it has been denied. No regrets.

Crazed Imaginations is a major portion of "a life I love."

I am satisfied with my choice.

A few other people in my life are not satisfied with Landmark's unwillingness to bend on this issue. I'm pleased that they are a stand for me as SELP Leader. Good for the ego.

But I am a stand for love and compassion in the world; the creation of peace, joy and love in every conversation. There are many paths I can walk for that to be the way of my life. Yes. I am satisfied with my choice.

And I love you all.

Life is sweet.

Life is sweet. How sweet? Super sweet.

I am delighted, often to the point of giggling to myself and sometimes to others, by the pleasure that comes with the company of my friends. Even if I'm just remembering a wonderful time while reading an LJ post or thinking about a distant friend and wondering what they are doing at that moment.

I know this is an all about me moment. That all the pleasure of it is something that I am making up -- a meaning I am adding to events. We always add meaning. It's adding the meaning that works for us that counts.

And, as far as my friends are concerned, I am adding meaning that works for me.

I love you all.

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It's been a good day. Spent part of it troubleshooting a problem on a G4. Yay for getting a little mac experience. I could use a lot more, I think.

Odd problem in my book. The netscape navigator windows were opening one pixel wide and about 20 pixe4ls high. Isn't that special. Turns out to have been a corrupted profile file.

Swell. :)