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I did some things I haven't done before. I liked that. Finally I got to handle the coffin clock I made. I've really wanted to do that. I also was a bit tiny bit of a help for floor show quick change. I'll have to practice and watch what people are wearing.
I don't seem to see or absorb details in my visual field. It's okay though. I'll just put in as much preparation as needed.
For the first time since I joined cast, though, I can actually see the possibility of an end to my participation in Crazed Imaginations. That came as a surprise. No plans to quit any time soon, but an availability of quitting. I'm not nearly as attached. This is good. Should have life be easier and more fun.
For the over all feel of the show tonight, it was a good show and I had a good time. I studied some blocking, moved some props, learned new things. I offered to coach one of the cast members who is very easily distracted. I'm going to see if he can nail down what he really wants from his participation in cast. Maybe if that isn't vague, he'll be able to stay focused long enough to complete one set of prop movements. He is very busy making himself feel wrong and broken. It's just a training and development issue.
When I was not studying blocking, I was also not watching the show. I haven't figured out what that means yet.
I ordered nothing and ate nothing at Denny's. Not even a French fry off anyone's plate. Go Lynn! Only eating when hungry (and not always then) is a novel concept that might take some getting use to! Food doesn't have to be a whim I fulfill on just because it shows up. Way too much self medicating with sugar going on here.
Off to bed for a Saturday Morning Sleep Fest.
I don't seem to see or absorb details in my visual field. It's okay though. I'll just put in as much preparation as needed.
For the first time since I joined cast, though, I can actually see the possibility of an end to my participation in Crazed Imaginations. That came as a surprise. No plans to quit any time soon, but an availability of quitting. I'm not nearly as attached. This is good. Should have life be easier and more fun.
For the over all feel of the show tonight, it was a good show and I had a good time. I studied some blocking, moved some props, learned new things. I offered to coach one of the cast members who is very easily distracted. I'm going to see if he can nail down what he really wants from his participation in cast. Maybe if that isn't vague, he'll be able to stay focused long enough to complete one set of prop movements. He is very busy making himself feel wrong and broken. It's just a training and development issue.
When I was not studying blocking, I was also not watching the show. I haven't figured out what that means yet.
I ordered nothing and ate nothing at Denny's. Not even a French fry off anyone's plate. Go Lynn! Only eating when hungry (and not always then) is a novel concept that might take some getting use to! Food doesn't have to be a whim I fulfill on just because it shows up. Way too much self medicating with sugar going on here.
Off to bed for a Saturday Morning Sleep Fest.
The truth
We would much rather be right than be safe. We will spend a lot of energy and time pretending safety rather than admit we aren't right."
I couldn't post on yesterdays journal, you didn't have a spot! I just wanted to tell you that these two are my favorites!! Lisa