Desire is not alawys physical

[outlier_lynn]

Creation, destruction, creation. Longing for a touch to my heart. Living in the shimmer of memory. Missing that which I've never had. Hearing your voice in my sleep. Listening for your laugh in a crowded room. Finding reasons to not call or write. Waiting for everything, expecting nothing. Losing a game I'm not even playing. Unable to create the game I want. Feeling loss where there is none. Feeling envy for those used. Love comes easily to my heart. Love comes easily to my dreams. Love comes easily for you. I've known you for years. I met you last week. I was your lover. We never spoke. To touch my soul to yours. To give freely. To accept freely. To find myself in your eyes.

To be found in the moment. To be whole and complete to your mind. To be your shelter in the storm. To be safe in your harbor. Hearing your voice in my sleep. Listening for your laugh in a crowded room. Finding reason to not call or write. Waiting for everything, expecting nothing. Drawing away from you in Everyone I encounter. The gift of love spurned. Not malicious. Just not wanted. Love comes easily for me. Love does not come easily to me. Giving what isn't wanted. Receiving what isn't satisfying. Moving through the definitions. Looking for an acceptable point of view. Looking for a way to be loved And to be in love with you. Hearing your voice in my sleep. Listening for your laugh in a crowded room. Finding reason to not call or write. Waiting for everything, expecting nothing.

This is another fine moment brought to you by love. For Ann-Marie, Julie, David, Michelle, Pat, Jan, Piglet, Judy, Alix, Dan, Dell and Donna.