Master Alchemist

I am a Master Alchemist.

I've spent a lot of time and effort learning my alchemy skills. You would think I would be more in demand if I could change anything into something of higher value, right? I don't seem to tell gold from iron pyrite, however. My alchemy only has exceptional value in my private delusions.

Attempted

I laid on my bed with headphones on and Michael Harner's double drumming distracting my mind. I laid their for 30 minutes trying to quiet my mind enough to focus on my starting point for journeying.

The good news is that I wasn't resisting so strongly that I fell asleep. The bad news is that I couldn't keep my mind still long enough to get fully focused on my starting point.

But that has been my condition now for several months. I can't quiet my mind. So I will try at least once every day. It will be a form of meditation practice if it is nothing else.

Love is a gift. It is the best gift. It costs nothing to give and can fill both giver and receiver with joy.

Life is good. I can tell 'cause it's dark outside and it's only 5:45. :)

Love.