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November 5th, 2004

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Friday, November 5th, 2004 12:05 pm
While watching my clothes tumble around a dryer -- yes I have things to do, I just wasn't doing them at the time -- I began thinking about the differences between social conservatives and social liberals.

A half-baked theory is forming. :)

Social conservatives generally have a strong moral code based in their history, their religion and their personal experience of the world. And they feel safer when their environment aligns with that code. They are afraid of the unknown. They fight against uncertainty as if their lives depend on the outcome. This makes them dangerous adversaries. They feel their backs are up against the wall. They will be capable of any and every means to protect themselves. They routinely betray their stated beliefs not because they are hypocrites but because they feel threatened on a survival level. Maslov suggested that morality goes right out the window when one is fighting for the most basic necessities of life.

Social liberals, on the other hand, aren't fighting for survival. They are fighting for a different morality. A future that is "better" rather than a future that is "safe." Yes, there are some of us who feel our fight against the social conservatives is more a survival issue than a moral one. Liberals come in many shapes and sizes. We are not easily mobilized. We find it difficult to find a precise language (for sound-bite purposes). We haven't a common picture of what that better future looks like.

We are socialists, communists, anarchists. We are for strong central government and for not government at all. We believe everyone should have a decent, at least acceptable, standard of living regardless of their contribution. And we believe that each dog is responsible for his own bone. Liberals are all over the map on every single issue.

Liberals are looking social evolution. We have a vague picture of what better looks like. We just know that what we have isn't it. :) The conservatives, on the other hand, also are interested in better, but they believe we have had it and let it slip away.

I think this is a pretty good model to describe the left and the right in the USA. Maybe a bit simplistic, but I'm beginning to think most people are pretty "simple" about things that are a couple of steps removed from their day to day dealings with life.

From such beginnings revolution is born. When it becomes a sense of survival against a sense of survival. Then the blood flows. The Moralists had been be careful. They will eventually wake up the tiger whose tail they are tugging.
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Friday, November 5th, 2004 04:33 pm
It's really weird, but I'm having a tough time remembering that it's Friday. I had a bit of a problem with yesterday being Thursday, but nothing like today's effort to remember what day it is.

I have no idea what's up with that, either. Seems damn strange.
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Friday, November 5th, 2004 08:47 pm
I really, really like good administrative scripts and tools. The important word in that is "good." If the tools are not very good, if they don't deal with errors gracefully, they are worse than useless. The create work.

Note to self. Make administrative tools robust and informative.

In other news, I'm going to wear my Transylvanian costume tonight. It's been awhile and I miss it.
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Friday, November 5th, 2004 09:47 pm
Oh yeah!

I've been listening to my music. Something I haven't done for awhile. I also see that before I set off on any road trips, I'll need to get a CD player for my car again. :) I haven't decided if I'll spend money on another in dash radio, or just buy something that will play through the aux in. I'm think the aux in. :)

In the meantime, I've listened to the Roche's "A Dove" album several times; Rusted Root's "When I Woke"; and Edvard Grieg's "Peer Gynt Suit." I love Peer Gynt and the CD I have is a good one. And it has extra features including the Homage March. Good stuff!

The Moody Blues' "Days of Future Passed." This is my favorite Moody Blues album, but I like all their stuff. I also listened to the Best of Melanie. It's a powerful album. And it's got Brand New Key! :)

And finally, Don Henley's "The End of the Innocence." Damn, he's sexy.
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Friday, November 5th, 2004 10:09 pm
Sometimes I can go for months and months and not hear the word "burnout." Other times, like this week, I'm hearing it everywhere I go. I wonder if it's seasonal? :)

I've been mulling it over in my head all week. What does "burnout" mean to me? If I were to apply the word to a way of being for me, what would it be?

it would be the condition at which the benefits of action are outweighed by the cost of action inside a game that is suppose to be a team game. That is, I have burnout when I'm working hard, getting nowhere and my workmates appear to be goofing off. I say "appear" because I'm pretty sure as I approach this condition, I have no idea what effort others are putting in.

And when burnout shows up in one place in my life, it is in every place.

Most recently, I reached a point in my association with Landmark Education where I felt like I was putting in a lot more than I was getting out. The upset that came from that spilled over onto my family (because those closest to the volcano always get burned) and it spilled over on my cast.

I thought the cast issues were separate issues -- not related to the Landmark issues. Ha! I can see now that both were the same and the issue was inside my head rather than at the Landmark Center or La Paloma.

Funny that. :)

Contrived expectations that were part of wish fulfillment and banking on hope. This sounds like a recipe for "just desserts." :) Life certainly seemed filled with bitter pills and sour grapes.

What was I hoping for? What was the unattainable? I don't really know. Or rather it changed everyday. I just new the path to the mysterious it was paved with rules, consistence and security. I was not happy looking at an unknown future. And anything would be better than what I had now.

Of course, when one thinks that, the universe jumps right up to prove one completely wrong. Everything can, in fact, get worse. :)

What is my expectation now? Don't have any. At least none that are vague and none that extend to far into the future.

I'm pretty close to reclaiming "love and compassion" though. I've been acting more in line with it since I gave it up. :) Time to pull the string and see what Sheriff Woody says this time.

Rocky tonight. I'm happy.

To infinity and beyond!