This is odd.

I was catching up on my LJ friends list -- I even read taintedimages's surveys (why? I ask myself) -- and realized that I currently have no crushes going. I don't remember the last time I didn't have at least one. At least.

I'm going to let it slide for the moment, though.

I don't think it's a start of a depression or anything. Although it might be because I have been bone-weary for two weeks. And let's not forget the heat. I usually have fewer crushes in the summer.

Oh my goodness

I've had a tough time getting either of my businesses off the ground. I even have a "what to do next" but I'm being very slow at taking that action.

I have some very good reasons for not taking action. I've been very busy. :)

But an interesting "pretense" showed up last night over dinner with Tamara, my Self Expression and Leadership Program leader, and Stacey, the other head coach.

( inauthenticity )

The possibility I'm inventing for myself and my life is the possibility of being pure.

And tonight I will be having a purity ritual in my back yard. Anyone who wants to participate may. Probably after the sun goes down.

Love.

And the new weeks begins

real soon. :)

It's odd to have a "day" job again. I'm thinking about what I need to do all week and when I need to get to bed. Feels really weird.

On the other hand, I could use the money and the cause is good.

But soon, I'm going to bed.