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I mentioned to someone in my Rocky cast, that I would never run for cast director. Not because I think I couldn't do the job, but because the transition from nearly any style to me would be painful for cast. :)

Behind the lj cut are some things I have suggested to Amy or other cast members and that I would push for (and why I would never be elected cast director):

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Yep. I would never, ever be elected cast director. And then again, I'm not running either.

Tonight I was told that it is known that I am firmly in Amy's camp. I had to suppress a giggle. I have a crush on Amy and I think she does a good job as CD, but she and I have some big differences. As in, she has outright rejected my suggestions mostly on the grounds that some folks important to our show might decide to find something else to do with Friday night. She is probably right.

'Course, I'm not in anyone else's camp, either. I know one person who is planning to make a run for CD. That person, too, has rejected my ideas.

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I am convinced that women aren't the only sex who must manage swings of mood based on the ebb and flow of various hormones and other chemicals produced or regulated by our basic biology. I might start charting mine to see if there is some rhythm. I'm in a funk and their is no life circumstance in the way at the moment. Life is quite good and I'm moving all all fronts. I can feel resistance getting stronger, the bog getting thicker, the thicket getting thornier and the tar stickier.

I feel utterly alone and isolated. I feel out of sync with humanity. And it seems I will have to wallow a bit before I can dig myself out.

If life is a conversation and there is no intrinsic meaning in the universe, what is possible?
You can have anything you want for your life; just not by wanting.

It is time to grab the emergency ladder I've been ignoring and climb out of this pit. Body chemistry is alterable. Time to alter it.

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The coffin clock will be ready for this Friday's show. This is GREAT and EXCITING!

I still have not found a skeleton for th inside. That is annoying.