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245 pounds it about 50 pounds too many.
It is my handy excuse for thinking myself less than desirable. What a crock of dung.
So, no more random trips to the corner store for 3,000 calories of crap that I don't really enjoy. No more eating when I am not interested in eating. No more eating food I am not interested in eating.
No more finding yet another "external" reason for taking myself out of living.
No more high calorie, low-pleasure foods. No more candy as a substitute for a meal. I'll be cooking again. I am also toying with going vegetarian again. That isn't clear yet. But lots of vegetables are in my future. Lots of rice and stir fries.
It is my handy excuse for thinking myself less than desirable. What a crock of dung.
So, no more random trips to the corner store for 3,000 calories of crap that I don't really enjoy. No more eating when I am not interested in eating. No more eating food I am not interested in eating.
No more finding yet another "external" reason for taking myself out of living.
No more high calorie, low-pleasure foods. No more candy as a substitute for a meal. I'll be cooking again. I am also toying with going vegetarian again. That isn't clear yet. But lots of vegetables are in my future. Lots of rice and stir fries.