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Edited to add this disclaimer. It occurred to me this morning that it would be possible for my friends to read this post and think I am being condescending. I am not. I am impressed. It might also be possible to read this post and think I believe that there is something that needs to be fixed in my friends. I do not. You are whole, complete and perfect I learn more from you than you could ever learn from me.
I know return you to your original entry.
There are many kinds of heartbreak. No matter what kind one feels, there is hurt.
I love my life. I would not trade away the training I have received from HAI and Landmark Education for anything. I refuse to return to a world given by impatience, cynicism, regret and resignation. I create my future and live into a world given by transformation.
It has a cost. Tonight I am making a payment. It's not good or bad nor is it right or wrong. It just is.
I have room for people to be exactly as they are. I love the people in my life when they are triumphing and when they are in a deep pit of despair. I love them when they are reaching out into their community for help and support and I love them when they are pulling back and muscling through their lives. I love them when they are free and when they are trapped.
I live in possibility. I know what is available for anyone who lives in possibility. I know what can give living to life in the present such that the future is full, satisfying and filled with peace, joy and love.
I also know what it means to live a life of quiet desperation.
And it breaks my heart. The more I feel connected to someone suffering, the more my heart aches.
Still, I live in possibility. And the future I am living into is one filled with love and compassion. It is a world in which human beings create and live lives given by passions, commitment, love, generosity, affection, dignity and joy.
I watched several of the people I love playing tonight. I am touched by them. Moved by their humanity. Inspired by their fierce loyalty. I love them. I cried while they played. I felt blessed to be in their presence. I feel blessed to know the people I know.
And I ache to know the people I know.
Love is what I contribute to this game. I intend to pour it forth.
Love is.
I know return you to your original entry.
There are many kinds of heartbreak. No matter what kind one feels, there is hurt.
I love my life. I would not trade away the training I have received from HAI and Landmark Education for anything. I refuse to return to a world given by impatience, cynicism, regret and resignation. I create my future and live into a world given by transformation.
It has a cost. Tonight I am making a payment. It's not good or bad nor is it right or wrong. It just is.
I have room for people to be exactly as they are. I love the people in my life when they are triumphing and when they are in a deep pit of despair. I love them when they are reaching out into their community for help and support and I love them when they are pulling back and muscling through their lives. I love them when they are free and when they are trapped.
I live in possibility. I know what is available for anyone who lives in possibility. I know what can give living to life in the present such that the future is full, satisfying and filled with peace, joy and love.
I also know what it means to live a life of quiet desperation.
And it breaks my heart. The more I feel connected to someone suffering, the more my heart aches.
Still, I live in possibility. And the future I am living into is one filled with love and compassion. It is a world in which human beings create and live lives given by passions, commitment, love, generosity, affection, dignity and joy.
I watched several of the people I love playing tonight. I am touched by them. Moved by their humanity. Inspired by their fierce loyalty. I love them. I cried while they played. I felt blessed to be in their presence. I feel blessed to know the people I know.
And I ache to know the people I know.
Love is what I contribute to this game. I intend to pour it forth.
Love is.